A Shoulder to Cry on

This is quite creepy.

That was the first time I experienced that situation. A girl? Crying in front of me? Asking for comfort? God that was terrible for me. She approached me, smiling. Then, she turned back and started to cry. Of course for me I thought I did something wrong that made her cry. I felt so sad, at the same time, nervous. I didn't really know what to do.

We were together hours before that moment. We went to Ate Alma to leave a copy of Lit13 readings for my classmates. Then we proceeded to our Ma20 class. We were seated beside each other. After our class, she voted for the Sanggunian and I asked her to accompany me to Ate Alma to get the original copy and leave one copy there.  After that, we parted our ways. I went to the Faura open lab and she went to meet her boyfriend.

Just minutes (or nearly an hour) after we separate ways, I saw her near the stairs going to my direction. I thought at first she had a consultation with our MIS101 professor (because the lab was just near the DISCS office). Suddenly, she slowed down in front of me then she smiled. Then, she turned her back and started to cry. I asked her  if she's okay (of course she's not okay but I was just trying to lighten things up). Then, she murmured something but I didn't actually hear it well but it was something that "I guess that's how the things should go." (Remember, I didn't hear well what she said so there is no sure chance that I typed it correctly, even the message of what she had said). But with all those tears on her face, she still tried to smile once in a while. I even tried to laugh at some moment just to make her smile. I think she knew that I was shocked of what happened. BECAUSE IT WAS REALLY SHOCKING, DUDE! A few hours before that moment we were just laughing at each other and then she's crying over my shoulder.

It just feels so terrible..yet special. She actually approached me to release sadness. Still, I feel sad for her, for whatever happened. I just asked her to relax and we'll talk about it when she's okay.


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